Hi! Hello! How are 'ya?
Yeah, I know. My introduction is so lame. I really don't know what to say. Love is such a profound emotion. It can't just be felt anywhere or anytime. And I believe, I only truly felt it with you. This time, I'll be completely honest and tell everything I have been keeping to myself. So here goes nothing.
During our first year, I never thought I would get close to my new classmates since I was so silent. But as time passed, I gained great friends and you were one of them. I really enjoyed your company. Jokes and laughs lighted up our circle of friends during the school year.
December 17, 2010. That is when you said the sparks flew for us. Who knew that a friendly hug could have started this all? That time, I did not know what I felt. I didn't mind my heart back then. There were a lot of tangled up feelings inside of me, but you untangled them. I was not sure if it was already love, but now I am certain that I love you. :D
There are times when we do not even communicate with each other. Occasionally, I can't help but get jealous of those who are close to you, to see you laughing your hearts out while I sat quietly watching you. I sometimes wished that time could turn back to when we really close again. Well, I guess I am just overreacting and over thinking and I don't know why. Sorry for that. Sorry for my drama. I am also sorry for the pain I caused. I didn't mean to hurt you in any way. At least, now we know that our love for each other is sincere. What's love without pain?
Though we experienced ups and downs, we've always been loyal to each other. It is wonderful that we both stayed after all this time. Though we don't have any title, I know our love's more important than that. It is just a label right? I know that we're to young for a real relationship that's why I hope we'll become close again, as friends, best friends. I know you would also like that.
Well, that's all for now. I ran out of words to say. This is merely a piece of writing, I hope you'll never forget my true message. Just know that I am always here if need anything, just don't be afraid to ask. Bye for now. Love you, Jeo!
Always,
Toni